I need to sleep

Dear Readers,

There will be no narrations on day3 in krabi today. I feel so tired.

I'm a failure.

Remember my resolution to fast at least 2wice a month? Well I tried today, and I was totally fine with it until 6pm, I started to feel sick. You know that feeling you have when you know a fever is creeping up? Exactly.

Thus, I got up from the sofa, made soup, and ate dinner with the family. Then after dinner I felt a total sugar low so ate a whole box of raisins. so much for fasting!

Greg is really sweet, he told me that even Muslims who are on a 'fast' eat after sunset. So if I want to, I should fast that way. And my 'fast' is just a nice way of saying 'starving myself for a day' (He doesn't talk that much, but when he chooses to speak, his words are very profound and meaningful)

Which in a way is somewhat true, but in another way, (and I explained this to Don today)...It's like, I'm not religious, but I have friends who fast because of religion. So does that mean I can only fast and experience what they feel if I become religious? Then that's not really fair.

Anyways, I'll try fasting another time. A bit upset with myself, and I'm wondering if I should add this appendix to my resolution list.

Appendix A: Definition of Fasting = No solid food until 7pm.

or alternatively

Appendix A: Definition of Fasting = No solid food after 11am.

Which do you gather is better?

On another note, I never had a sun-burn tanned face before. And I have to tell you all that it...SUCKS!!!! I'm trying my best to scrub and even out my tan. Cuz now some parts of my face are red and rosy, some are brown and some are fair.

Random confession of guilt: I randomly thought of mr.forbidden love today and checked his blog. It's not that I like him anymore,(he is baaaaaaaaaaad news) because I seriously don't, just felt like checking anyways? (booo)Argh, why do I have such a killer memory? I wish I can forget small details of people. For example, birthdays, favourite things, email addresses, phone numbers...

I had so many loves in Singapore, I should write them all down before I forget everything. Should I? or not?

Sleeping early is an anomaly for me,
Stacy